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an explanation and an apology

Hi I want to say that I am not good with puctionation and all of that so most of the time everything I say is like a run on sentence so all I can say is sorry for that I was never good at it so all I can say is sorry please forgive me and try and make sense with everything I say try to put them in their spots yourself and try to understand what I am saying or if it bothers you please feel free to not read anything I post cause I cant do nothing about it for you either know what I am saying or you dont thats all I can say so again sorry I cant make it more clear for you

the type of woman I am looking for

1. I am looking for someone from 18 to 32 or whatever age is appropriate for me up to 32

2. someone who loves to smoke cigarettes I prefer someone who smokes up to a pack or 2 they can smoke more than that also I would prefer but is not reconmended that they smoke long menthol cigarettes for an example I would prefer if they smoked virginia slims 120's or misty 120s I would prefer anything long and menthol flavored but it dont have to be but like I said I would prefer it though

3. someone who is rich I prefer this cause I dont have any money or a job and I cant take care of myself if I had a job and money than someone rich would not matter

4. I prefer someone who loves to play videogames

5. Someone who likes to watch movies or tv series or shows

6. someone who likes to roleplay on computer would be nice but not reconmended

7. someone skinny or up to average

8. someone at most 5 ft 5 or 5 ft 6

9. I would prefer blonds

10. I would prefer if you weighed no more than a 130 pounds


 

I hope i will meet a nice beautiful rich woman around my age some day

someone around either 18 to 32 or 24 to 32 whatever is more appropriate for my age point is i hope to meet a nice beautiful rich woman who wouldn't mind being with me someone who does not care that i have no money and not rich does not care that i am immature for my age someone who wont mind taking care of me I know most people will think I am a lazy bum and just using them for money or think thats all I am after but the fact is its not yes it is true I am a lazy bum all I do is sit around and play videogames or watch tv movies or series or go on the computer to roleplay or look up videogames or movies or tv series or shows or go on to roleplay but I also go to websites hoping to find a girlfriend and hope to one day get married also about me yes true I am lazy like I said but its also complicated I should of but did not learn to cook so I dont know how to cook I dont have money or a job and this one is the complicated part I use to not want a job but now I want one but the problem is I dont like to drive I hate driving with a passion and thats my biggest problem yes people will say that I am afraid to drive and maybe that is part of the problem but I also hate it with a total passion I want nothing to do with a car I dont mind riding as a passenger in the front seat or the back but I want nothing to with behind the wheel nothing it dont interest me one bit yes maybe it does represent freedom but driving does not interest me one bit I do  not care for it and cause of this I dont go anywhere unless my parents take me or friends or other relatives so I am mostly at home yes I am still living at home with my parents but driving is not my only problem but it is my biggest one also I am not use to working under pressure thats another thing I got to work on before I can get a job also I want a rich girl cause I need someone to take care of me cause I cant take care of myself it would be different if I had money than being with someone who does not have money or does not have much would not matter but right now a rich woman is the only way for me to even have a girlfriend i know it sounds like I am just in it for money but the fact is no if i had money myself this would not even be an issue I would date someone who has none or didnt have much but try being in my shoes for a moment if i had a job money would not even be an issue but the fact is i dont drive so i dont go anywhere plus dont know how to cook or take care of myself so when my parents die I fear I wont be far behind I cant cook or take care of myself cant pay for nothing I would be out in a street and than die of hunger or thirst which ever gets me first yes I do want a girlfriend and I want to survive as long as possible I want to live as long as I can but I know for a fact that I wont cause the moment my parents die I am in trouble I cant take care of myself I figure I would probably die not long after them but like I said I know it sounds like I am just in it for money but I am not like everyone else I am in it for love to I know it would be hard to prove that because of my statement cause I sound like everyone else

blog 7

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blog 6

I have had different dreams before stuff I have forgotten but now before those dreams I have talked about a while back I have had male dreams before those women dreams but when I did I have dreamed that I was rambo mega man superman the incredible hulk rapheal i have dreamed that I was a predator when the woman dreams first started before those ones I told you I dreamed I dreamed that I was Sailor moon I have dreamed that I was Live Wire Pj Sparkles Ripley and some random girls that I dont remember oh also Bastila Shawn from Star wars Knights of the Old Republic and also some female alien as well

blog 5

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blog 4

sorry no new dream update yet but for this topic I wanted to talk about  two video games 

1 The first one is Resident Evil people want to go back to the survival horror way where there was less ammo and more scary and puzzle solving not  me I liked these new approaches it was getting stale not only do I like these new changes I also like having a lot of ammo I always ran out of ammo and than would be in trouble but thats not the most upsetting part now capcom is talking about going back to the roots but if they can not than they are talking about rebooting the franchise I am not ready for that yet cause the story is not finished yet  it would be stupid to reboot it when the original story is not finished yet they still need a game to close the story and not only close the story but to tell about all the characters  what they all did and conclude them all in a closing story once and for all.

2. and now the second game mass effect all 3 games were good but I did not like the ending of Mass Effect 3 that part I hated and of coarse they said that when the next game happens Shepard wont be in it or a Shepard 2  in fact no Shepards and not only that people are thinking that the only way to continue the game is to make a prequal and no they still could move forward with the story but the thing is people are looking for them to do a prequal now and 1 no I am not ready for a prequal not yet that should be when you have nothing left to tell and should be if your completely ending the franchise completely and number 2 I am not in a mood for a prequal yet I want to see the story move forward and 3 I want to see Shepard and the group again I am sorry I like my group I don't care for to start with a new group sorry to me Shepard and the group is the heart of Mass Effect like Master Chief is the Heart of Halo you cant have a good game with out Master Chief in Halo other wise Halo is doomed to fail cause no game sold good without Master Chief or Cortana point is Shepard is like Master Chief I believe its going to fail without Shepard and the gang I know they are different games but to me they both are the icons of the game they make or brake the game if you completely get different characters they better be real impressive replacements cause right now they were the heart and soul of Mass Effect 

i have no idea on who i am anymore

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blog 3

even though this is the 3rd one mentioned this one was before those 2 i just forgot to put it up here anyway in this dream i got a new streetfighter game i forget the whole title but anyway i put it in and choose to play as chaun li the next thing is i become chaun li the game changes you into the character you choose to play as

blog 2

i had my 2nd dream in this one i was home and i get a phone call and they wanted me to be a test subject and get paid for it so i go in and they give me a pill to take and we get paid a lot of money a little after taking the pill i change into a woman

blog 1

hi i know by now there should be lots on here by now but a lot of times i have nothing to say anyway this is the 1st official blog can you believe that before i get to the main point of this blog i want to say everyone knows at this point that i wish and want to be a woman thats a given but i am just 1 of many out there who do but the point is you would think by now that other ways would of been found that men could become women or women become men right now its through hormones and surgery right now thats the only sure way you would think by now that there would be other ways whether by wishing for it or a spell or spells a curse a gender pill a gender switching machine this one is about where a male and a female switches minds or body or a machine that just changes a male into a woman and a woman into a man you would think by now there should be all differnt ways that it could be done and please dont say impossible or not possible i have heard of things they did that i think would of been impossible or not possible and yet they have pulled it off or is still in its being worked on stages but i think would of been more impossible or not been able to be done and yet its been done or is still in working stages and you tell me that can be possible but no other way for a male to become a woman or a woman to become a man i think something is wrong with this picture anyway to the point of this blog every night now i would have dreams of being a woman whether i am already a woman in them or i would start out as myself and find ways to become a woman in the dream but in yesterdays dream i started out as myself anyway me and my cousin was looking through the toys section these two teen boys i guess they were teens anyway they started asking me questions on videogames after i start talking with them then they give me this paper with questions on it and they tell me to fill it out so i started answering some questions anyway knowing my cousin was not patient i gave the teens my email so they can send me the questions and i can fill it all out later after that i went back to looking at the toys with my cousin after that we looked at the videogames after that my mom droped him off back home and than we went home after that i went online and fill out those questions and sent it back to them after that i got a message from them saying they had something of interest to talk about with me and they wondered if i would come to their place and talk with them they even sent the address for it anyway i arrive at this house which is huge i knock at the door and those two teens answered the door and i head inside they lead me into the family room and than i ask whats this about the two teens tell me to take a seat in this chair and so i take a seat in this chair and than i look at them and i say ok so whats this about not long after that my arms and legs were strapped and i could not move. before i go on with the dream topic i want you to picture the chair as if the electric chair not exactly an electric chair but looks like one thats the kind of image i want you to picture the situation i am in that dream anyway back to the dream the two teens flip a switch and some type of energy runs through my body changing me into a woman.

facts on me

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about me

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Previous Posts
an explanation and an apology, posted October 4th, 2014, 1 comment
the type of woman I am looking for, posted October 4th, 2014, 1 comment
I hope i will meet a nice beautiful rich woman around my age some day, posted April 13th, 2014, 1 comment
blog 7, posted April 13th, 2014, 1 comment
blog 6, posted April 5th, 2013
blog 5, posted March 30th, 2013
blog 4, posted March 26th, 2013
i have no idea on who i am anymore, posted March 21st, 2013
blog 3, posted March 21st, 2013
blog 2, posted January 29th, 2013
blog 1, posted January 18th, 2013
facts on me, posted December 7th, 2011
about me, posted December 6th, 2011

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